Why I Won't Stay Silent
Tea Jay shares his powerful true story that gave birth to:
The Cost of Silence®
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The Truth Behind the Silence
I’ve lived through pain most people only read about.
Bullied. Broken. Silent. Alone.
And more than once, I gave up.
I attempted suicide—twice.
And I died—twice.
But I didn’t stay dead.
Because Jesus brought me back.
One of those times, I met Him—face to face.
It doesn’t matter what He said.
What matters is that I was saved.
Not for religion, but for a reason.
I was given another chance. A voice. A purpose.
And now I see the very thing that tried to kill me—silence—is being forced on others too.
We are living in a time where faith is being policed.
Where freedom of speech is being filtered.
Where Christians are being told to stay silent—
not by threat, but by ideology.
And it’s happening right here, in the UK.
Recently, Keir Starmer and members of the Labour Party have spoken openly about suppressing what they call “offensive” speech—
and what that really means is you can talk about anything… unless it’s Jesus.
Why is it, in a country that claims to be diverse and tolerant,
Christianity is being quietly sidelined?
We’re told not to speak.
Not to share.
Not to pray aloud.
Not to offend.
But I won’t be bullied into silence—again.
Not by peers. Not by pain. Not by politics.
This is not hate. This is not division.
This is freedom.
Freedom to speak.
Freedom to believe.
Freedom to tell the truth—that Jesus saved me.
This isn’t an attack on other religions.
I respect others’ right to worship.
But I demand the same respect in return.
If a country is truly free, we should all be free to speak our truth.
And mine is simple:
I died, and Jesus brought me back.
He gave me a voice—
And I refuse to waste it.
This is my stand.
This is my story.
And this… is The Cost of Silence®
"I’ve walked through darkness so deep it tried to bury me—twice. But I rose, not because I was unbroken, but because I refused to stay silent in my pain."
The Cost of Silence® isn’t just a movement — it’s a wake-up call. We’re here to end bullying, expose grooming, and bring light to the silent struggles too many young people face every day. This pain doesn’t just happen in dark corners; it happens in classrooms, group chats, and behind closed doors — often unnoticed, often ignored. And I know that pain personally. I’ve lived through what most people only read about. Bullied. Broken. Silent. Alone. More than once, I gave up. I attempted suicide — twice. And I died — twice. But I didn’t stay dead. Because Jesus brought me back.
Now, I speak not just to survive, but to shine a light for others still stuck in the dark. Through raw stories, bold visuals, and honest conversations, we’re breaking the silence and giving voice to those who’ve been silenced for too long. Whether through spoken word, short films, or real testimonies, we’re telling the truth the world tries to look away from. Our mission is to awaken, empower, and mobilize. To help survivors speak without shame. To turn bystanders into allies. Because silence doesn’t save lives — it steals them. If you’ve ever been hurt, watched someone suffer, or struggled to speak up, this space is for you. You matter. Your voice matters. And together, we can break the cycle.